Just finished sprinkling reindeer food outside in the lawn with the little cousin. Being a young child and only having to care about whether or not Santa stops at your house is such a great feeling.
it seriously just took me almost 45 minutes to write a paragraph for TOK because I had to sit in my sister’s room to type it up. honestly, sometimes I really love her. we can relate so well at times and can just sit together and laugh for 5 minutes straight. and that’s a really good feeling sometimes. [:
i swear if one more person fucking calls my name to have me do something for them. im going to scream. i want to change my name right now. why the fuck can’t you come look for your own god damn cell phone?! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i’m so nervous of failure and school hasn’t even started yet. i feel like i’ve been feeling the pressure since summer started. feeling even more pressure since AP scores came out. but the thing is, like Cassie said, “do you think passing an exam will make me happy?” i know this stuff matters, but i really wish i didn’t need it. but i’m sure everyone feels that way.
i guess i’m just…”under pressure…” no? don’t get it?…-le sighh-